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The Long Con
02:52
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hey elliott, what'd you think of my show
i set a glass of water down
in case your throat collapsed
burnt out or any notes fell outta tune
i said it was a t.v.
facing out toward the street
and nobody believed me
except for you
boston bottleworks closed down, god what a shitty excuse
i used, dear john, i'm alive for the rest of the long con
hey elliott, what'd you think of me loud
no sickness making straight the way down
i'm better now, dear john, i'm alive for the rest of the long con
i'm sick of it, you and the future of food
i can't get out of this rut
big neon sign in my stomach
liner notes say what you want
boston bottleworks closed down, god what a shitty excuse
i used, dear john, i'm alive for the rest of the long con
hey elliott, what'd you think of me loud
no sickness making straight the way down
i'm better now, dear john, i'm alive for the rest of the long con
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2. |
Performative
03:35
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if the needing is performative then so's the wanting
but i became a needle you could never push through
wanna be reciprocal the way i used to
even now i wanna be the bucket list you
cross off / came under fire, got my rocks off
pulled out the underwire, bound them down
became an elephant for you to take the pieces you want out
well i'm learning to convince myself to wanna be
something you're not ever gonna want withstanding
got a new perspective on my way of falling, i stuck the landing
and the fact of what my body is is not a promise
took an oath and jesus christ i didn't want it
halfway through a bad idea, changed my tuning
i'm still mooning over you
when i got home, everybody said my name
and everybody said the same thing, the same thing
"oh sweetheart how you've changed
god you used to be so unbearably uncomforting
i never knew how to respond to all your mumbling
i'm so happy for you, i'm so happy for you
never mind the bad things i thought about when you were strange
never mind the bad things i thought about when you were strange"
and the fact of what my body is is not a promise
took an oath and jesus christ i didn't want it
martyred my whole body for this stupid castle
i'm still rattled over you
when i got home, everybody said my name
and everybody said the same thing, the same thing
"oh sweetheart how you've changed
god you used to be so unbearably uncomforting
i never knew how to respond to all your mumbling
i'm so happy for you, i'm so happy for you
never mind the bad things i thought about when you were strange
never mind the bad things i thought about when you were strange
never mind the bad things i thought about when you were strange
never mind the bad things i thought about when you were strange"
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3. |
Disappearing Man
02:11
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i am a fan of a disappearing man
he comes at night and he tells me he has plans for me
and everybody says that i'd be better off dead
but i'd give you anything
and i've got a fist and i've got an axe to grind
and you look a lot like a stone
and i'll bury the hatchet and i won't get it back
and no-one we know we know will ever know
you took the stage played a song
waltzed off and died, and now i own a knife
and it's keen, it's an art, tryna make sure that it's sharp
'cause sharp things get to decide
but i've got a book and it's gold and red and black
and you look a lot like a stone
so i'll build a church on expecting the worst
and i'll make that place my home
you took the stage played a song
waltzed off and died, and now i own a knife
and it's keen, it's an art, tryna make sure that it's sharp
'cause sharp things get to decide
i am a fan of a disappearing man
you come at night and you tell me you have plans for me
and everybody says that i'd be better off dead
but i'd give you anything
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4. |
Balloon
02:45
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i'm not here- leave a message after the tone
phone home for now
and you, nobody knew, shoulda said what i needed loud
i shoulda made a loving sound
and i remembered everything you said
you wished that i was dead
you gave me a balloon, i popped the stupid thing
and i lost my head
oh my god- broke through the fever, broke my bones
don't be so sad
and i made partner, you let me in and i crashed your place
i joined a band, my bad
and i remembered everything you said
you wished that i was dead
you gave me a balloon, i popped the stupid thing
and i lost my head
and you remembered what you had to say
you wished i'd go away
you gave me a balloon, you told me to get lost
and i left the room
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5. |
Bad News / Purity
05:15
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this is just a coincidence but when i saw you i thought "oh fuck,
i'm about to make a mistake that i can't take back"
but i guess my aim is pretty shit and i always want to admit impediments
ever since the end of this, or ever since i met you
I’ve been thinking "i didn’t mean to, i didn’t mean to, i didn't mean to"
and how the fuck am i supposed to be enough, dayenu
i'm rubber, you're glue, bad news
this is just a coincidence but when i saw you i thought "oh fuck,
i'm about to make a mistake that i can't take back"
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there's a sorta purity in the impression you give me
i know that it's incorrect i know that it's incorrect
i know that it's incorrect
just give me a moment to think
i'm imagining you and me in a plain white dress
when i'm under duress
i just sorta assume that we'd learn each other
you'd fall in love and i'd stay the course
it'd be the best
but we tried that out and your answer was no
and my answer was yes
and you know why
where i used to call in the basement whenever i sleep there
i wake with a sense of shame, i wake with a sense of shame
i know i'm the one to blame
oh, i always hated the suburbs
unsated and shuttered off in the middle lane
in the middle lane
i became a manicured island and nobody liked it
they wanted to make a left
they all had to turn around
found a little purity in the impression you give me
cracked like the concrete ground
and you know why, and you know why
there's a sorta purity in the impression you give me
i know that it's incorrect, i want it that way instead
i want it that way instead
just give me a moment to think
i'm imagining something good that we both respect
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6. |
Bighearted
03:45
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(no clear water, no forever ago)
I am so bighearted that my heart won't go
Stays right here while others bring her souvenirs
(no-one ever told you why not)
they tell you to just wait
it'll be so clear
everyone'll tell you what you need to hear
(and everyone will love you back)
and what a perfect night
you won't remember what it used to feel like
in the full of this
you won't remember what else used to pass for it
Bought a dress, big pattern what an awful mess
Incomplete, no hemming on the far right sleeve
(no red things, no red things, no future in a thing like that)
Needlehead lost somewhere in the quiet bed
Try to sleep, sharp giant where it shouldn't be
they tell you to just wait
it'll be so clear
everyone'll tell you what you need to hear
and what a perfect night
you won't remember what it used to feel like
in the full of this
you won't remember what else used to pass for it
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Rosie Germain Los Angeles, California
Rosie Germain writes weird folk for weird folks.
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